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20110517
 Yes . as you can see , my dad came back already . so i'm updating . exam had just finish , and i can say that i've done it badly . i seems not be be concentrating when exams are coming .. and i don't even know why . and now this fews day in school are like doing nothing . and today is a vesak day , which we don't need to go school . tmr a normal school lesson will start . but i dunno what to bring .. in the past , maybe not the past , is the beginning , i always said that i would study hard , would focus on each and everything . but till now i couldn't do it . my mind couldn't focus on books . i'm trying to read story books to buck up my English , but story book words are way too chim . and some i don't even know how to pronounce it . Grr . and i don't know how to study anymore . my class are simply like an slacking and an playing ground . doesn't treat everything seriously , everything will be treat as a joke . that what's my class do everyday . but they are cute in terms that they always cheer each other up . just like one big family . they do qurrals , do fight . but they still get along with each other well . well , how about me ? i just sit there and laugh along with them . haha ! there's a thing that i dislike when blogging . i always run out of words . i don't know what to write le . now i need to do a delication to Choiyee Ng ! Choiyee ; sec 1 till now , what to say about you leh ? you are always the cutest in our group , no matter what you do always make the group laugh . it's been two year five months since we are friends till now ! and i thanks god for letting me know you . this years when you went out , you never fail to call me out too . and have fun with you all . no matter is go where , you will always never forget to call me .. and i'm happy that you always never forget me . although in school , you are like keep calling me pig and do stupid action , but then i know you're joking . you'll always know your limit of making me . haha . andnow i should say sorry to you . you will know which matter that i'm talking about . if sometimes i will forget you , doesn't concern you that much , i'm sorry . don't angry le , kay ? plus don't always shag alright ? sometimes you seems so shag .. D: [ Shh , don't tell others what we talking about ] And the whole group , as you all can see . i've already change this year completely . in those past years , i ain't that silvia that you all known . i don't really throw temper at you all in the past , and i will always let you all . but now i sometimes throw at temper at you all , then sometimes don't let you all have your ways . i'm sorry kay ? and sometimes i'm not that concern to you all , i know .. but i'll always know what's you all thinking . maybe not all , but some . hahaha ! and i'm happy to know you all that well , which i don't even know . 11 ' i've know where's my limit and where i stand . through you all , i could learn , maybe not that much but some . haha , and now i'm happy for the situation . after tons and tons of qurrals and 3 break friendship [ which cause by me ] . i hope our group will have a better friendship .. kay ? <3 Labels: why am i always standing in the same place ? |