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" I wish i could go back to my childhood times , i want my happy back ! '

Parent , relatives , grandmother , grandfather always talked about their childhood times . it was great , having childhood during kampong times , where you can run all over the place and you can go to your friend's house easily .. cause they are staying right beside you . and mum's always shout across the road to ask you come back just for lunch .. how great would it be ? leaving happily in the kampong which you don't have to think of anything and just play ? hah , i wish i'm those one of them staying in kampong . kampong life isn't that great , i can say . they don't have lots of thing , they ain't clean , and they have dogs , cats with their poo all over the place . unlike city , is clean and you can have your things just beside you . but kampong life's are simple isn't it ? the only thing that they would worried is about money and that's all ? for those who ain't rich ofcourse that's the only thing they worried . i lived in city when i was born till now , i didn't regret living in city . living in city isn't something bad , it was quite fun too . remember i iwas still small , i was staying in amk with my popo . it just feels great . my popo would give everything i want to me , and ofcourse with my sister too . although i don't quite remember what's going on when i was born all that , but i do remember everything at the age three or four . i know that my memory isn't that good . at the age three or four , my dad always bring us to meet his brother . my dad's brother are good , i can say that . my dad's brother bring me go fly kite . and every week on that time , we always go to east coast . he brought those bubble which you can blow want for me and my sister . while they are talking , me and my sister are playing the bubbles .. kite that time , i'm not sure we went to what place . we brought kite first , after that one person take kite and run , another person running behind . and when the kite fly up high , you feel happy ! after all those , we went to eat bbq ! and lots of thing happening . all those is when i was in the age from 3-6 . after those fun , primary school life started . in the beginning , i first went to xishan primary school , i doesn't have an special feelings . i just sat in the hall quietly . after that , my form teacher ; ms lim brought us back to class . my mum walk behind my class . and there's a malay guy , whom is very fat , kept crying and crying . Omg ! heng i'm not the type . primary 1 life jiu like this started . primary school i ain't that obedient , the first year in primary school while teacher was teaching i was running around the class , playing with lots of people . the form teacher ; ms lim was old . when she said there was sweet and chocolate , i was the first to sit down and listen to the teacher one whole day just to get one sweets / chocolate from her . Hah . but there's one time , she was chasing my class guy , and she fall . i was shocked ! Dm came to our class and scold ask that time . from pri 1-4 i'm always the same , not obedient , and always being dis-respectful to teachers . until primary 5 , there a teacher which damn good to us ! she's always the one who always caring to us . when there's always her lesson , we kept playing , talking , throwing paper planes and putting stapler bullet on chairs . and girls , i'm the one who always being catch . haha . i'm always the one who get punished by her , and i'm the one who always stand outside .. but until now , i still kinda regret because she was really good ! Primary six , what i should say leh .. OH ! martha choo ! she's was the annoying teacher in primary school . and she always do her make-up until like those opera singer that type ! gosh ! and she doesn't admit that she's old . lmao ! everyone always tries to make fun of her name . haha ! then we have our festival dance during primary six , and graduation day came ! ); . i miss si da tian wang ! i miss those times we had on primary 5 .. ): . haha ! i've had a great primary school lifes isn't it ? yours would be more great than me , i believe . then i shall not say about secondary school life , since it isn't that great . and secondary school life's simply sucks . i dislike it . . Fml .




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