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20100702
 Hello people ! Today went school as per- Normal . :D First period was doing english , was doing about the caring Teacher . Maths period , Nthing Special going on . Same way . After that recess , ... .. . Science was doing about lights . Assembly , Funny . Laught till stomach pain . The Most funniest part was Mdm Aminah doing the YOG on the video clip . :D After that about 1 ? Went to class and took back . After that , settle things . Don't wish to say it anymore . Went to Mac eat after that . Chatting . Want-ed to go Nicole house , but raining heavyly . So one umbrella share two person , two person ? LOL . Sorry for making Nicole wet . Hope you won't be sick . How i wish i would be sick ! Stay at her house , until 4 plus ? Bus-ed back ; 811 . Walk back , Saw Cousin at my house downstairs playing Poker . They say me for Nthing . D: Gosh , Went to the toilet think what is the best thing that i should do ? No point thinking it now le . Today should be happy , yet it went opposite . D: Byebye , going to end my post . (: You; I knew that this day will come . It eventually come to me , today . It is the worst day that i ever had ,In friendship . My Cousin scold me for nthing ? And hurting you for nthing ? Sometimes , leaving you a side . Make me think of the past . If i really did hurt you ,Or hurt you more than that . I apologies for it . Now saying anything already no point . I know . Afternoon , YiZhuang ask me to make a choice . I don't dare to reply it . Cause i know if i choose 1 , We will never be back like last time . The begining of the year , You or me should know it . Or only i know it ? We can never be like last time , where laughter is there . 6 people together . It had lost , you should know it bah ? Don't you ? Didn't you know things already went wrong for a long time ? If i had choose 2 . i dunno what it will look like . So i don't dare to choose any one of them . Knew that MinChang and Nicole choose 1 , But i know you will feel more hurt . We , had hurt you so much , let you shed so many tears . But is this i want ? I can see through , that you're attitude for this year had really chang-ed a lot . Trying to maintain this friendship very hard ? You said that i change a lot , it's true . I ownself knew it . But thing are not that i can control . I can't think of anything , I have been changing from this year . And i dunno why , I don't know what i want ? More worst . Pushing you away , and follow MinChang ? I wanted to give myself a chance to it , and treat others good . In the end , my atttidue to you was bad . I also dunno what i'm doing . I haven't come across this kind of friendship . Not trying . I had not shed a tears in my friendship before . This is the first time . I went to toilet and keep thinking of it . Is this the outcome that i want ? Have i really treated you as my Friends ?! Did i do my part ? Or just hurting others ? Hating me is the outcome , Let it be . Hurting you, is what i want ? Pushing you aside , is what i do ? Making you sad , is what i did to you ? Taking things for granted is , what i ask-ed ? Making you to leave , is the outcome ? Making you laugh , not anymore le . D: Friendship this word shouldn't come in my life . I know , i have no right to say or this , or even no point saying it . Anyway , hope you will be more happy after letting all things go . :D Treasure the friends beside you , importantly . I will not regret , having you as my friend . :D Everything had ended ,BYEBYE My friends ! (: |